Zwischenwelt

Wenn das alles ein Traum ist,
so möchte ich endlich aufwachen.

einschlafen um zu vergessen


Wenn das alles die Wirklichkeit ist,
so möchte ich endlich einschlafen.

träumen um zu vergessen

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when everything is too fast
that it feels like a blast

i ask a question to my brain
i search in my heart
i search in my veins

when the rain is too hard
that he leaves me with scars

i ask a question to my brain
i search in my heart
i search in my veins

when everybody is filled with pride
that i just wanna hide

i ask a question to my brain
i search in my heart
i search in my veins

even when the answer has no name
even when the answer has no name

i’m lost in my thoughts
i’m drowning in my pain

will i ever be able
to play just a normal game?

i’m lost in my thoughts
i’m drowning in my pain

will i ever be able
to play just a normal game?

more short things

i wake up and the day is grey
with my friend hope
who is still fading away

the pain is floating through my veins
preventing me from what i want to gain

the true believers are all liars
have started decorating my heart with briars

and the weirdest thing at all
i still haven't cared that my whole life is a fall

_____________________


i sing a song with a wonderful melody
where everything is in harmony

and the only thing that matters
that nothing could shatter

even

how often people forget my song
i have to be strong

and i have to believe
there are other ones
not only thieves

ones

who come to me and stay with me
take my hand
and smile at me

_____________________


It's true
I can't deny
Even if I try
I would have to lie

______________________

If you hug someone tight
And you see that sorrow is getting wings to fly away
You know the world is a better one

B/W

In the middle of the night
I woke up and cried
Bitter tears
Like rain was falling from the sky

And when I thought about the answer
I already forgot the question

Cause there is no meaning
And never will be
Cause there is no holy sense
Who would come for saving me

A long time ago
Color white vanished without a trace
And only black
With his deepest grace
Could give me my essential sake

lost angel

i’m walking away from this place
where all those things have started

and you are looking down from the sky
with your brightest smile
that can reach the darkest corner

what is it that you want from me?
what is it that you expect from me?

i already made my final decision

and even when god is your name
you are not able to change my mind

take your wings back
i don’t want to carry them anymore
and i can’t carry them anymore

this burden is too heavy for my broken back
and my heart is already on the course to death

and even when god is your name
you are not able to change my mind

because
i have saved so many lives
and i have saved so many souls

but who is the one who would save me?

don’t you see that i can’t stay anymore?
don’t you see that i can’t fly anymore?

and even when god is your name
you are not able to change my mind

this sea of bitter tears where i am swimming now
will eat me soon with his biggest joy

shouldn’t you be my saviour?
shouldn’t you be my warming light?

this can’t go on in such a way
i’m out of control after the loss of my faith

and even when god is your name
you are not able to change my mind

i’m going downstairs to knock on the lovely devil's door

and maybe he will let me in
because you let me down

and maybe he will take me in his arms
because you have pushed me away

goodbye
i’m not your beloved angel anymore

goodbye
i’m not your beloved angel anymore

anymore
anymore
anymore

war against yourself

forget to love me
forget all the sunshine we made
just do your job

and..

welcome the rain
welcome the hate

cover me with a blanket full of lies
don’t stop to paint red skies

just do your job

and..

welcome the rain
welcome the hate

don’t forget to step me twice
that makes it easier for me to die

just do your job

and..

welcome the rain
welcome the hate

now..

take off your clothes

and..

enjoy the rain
enjoy the hate

push all those people
that god has created

this never ending war
is more than everything


and now..
it’s clearer than we thought in our wildest dreams

and you

are already wet
and filled with hate

fighting against the hardest thing

the war against yourself
the war against yourself
the war against yourself

short thing with a clear message

I can feel the cold
but it's your hold
which warms me up
till the deepest parts
of my so called heart

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